Too many times we hear the words "that's just a part of LIFE". I do believe that ; i do try to live life as it comes at me. But sometimes when life throws u too many curve balls all at one time what is one supposed to do?
I am a firm believer that we don't control any ones feelings and or emotions. But sometimes we cant help how we feel at any given point in time.
Bad news usually is followed with shock. Well at least in my case it does. I cant & wont complain about life being unfair to me. I am very blessed & loved. But life sure has thrown me a number of curve balls all at one time!
I suffer from stage 4 endometrosis now for 15 yrs or so. And in April sometimes found out that i have Fibromalgia. And about 2 weeks i found out that i have pre cancerous cervical cancer.
Now having these conditions is very hard since there is no cure for the first two. And the women who suffer from these diseases know the hell they create in our bodies,mind & soul. CHRONIC PAIN is a terrible way to live. unfourtantely most don't understand the half of what this pain has done to our lives. I dont speak on behalf of all those who suffer from these diseases, but i do know first hand what the go thru on a daily basics. Its undescribeable mostly.
My days have been filled with pain that stops me from doing the smallest of things. Getting out of bed, lifting the kettle to make tea, brushing my teeth, & even taking a shower are unbearable. The negative impact this has on my life, personal & professional makes me shudder at times.
What keeps me going & pushes me the amazing support system i have in my mom,sister & friends. I am blessed this i knw. and i am gratefull for Gods divine love & grace. So even thou it may sound like i am complaining, and which i suppose i am doing a tad bit! I'm glad for life's curve balls! because what doesnt break you, only makes you stronger.
I am a firm believer that we don't control any ones feelings and or emotions. But sometimes we cant help how we feel at any given point in time.
Bad news usually is followed with shock. Well at least in my case it does. I cant & wont complain about life being unfair to me. I am very blessed & loved. But life sure has thrown me a number of curve balls all at one time!
I suffer from stage 4 endometrosis now for 15 yrs or so. And in April sometimes found out that i have Fibromalgia. And about 2 weeks i found out that i have pre cancerous cervical cancer.
Now having these conditions is very hard since there is no cure for the first two. And the women who suffer from these diseases know the hell they create in our bodies,mind & soul. CHRONIC PAIN is a terrible way to live. unfourtantely most don't understand the half of what this pain has done to our lives. I dont speak on behalf of all those who suffer from these diseases, but i do know first hand what the go thru on a daily basics. Its undescribeable mostly.
My days have been filled with pain that stops me from doing the smallest of things. Getting out of bed, lifting the kettle to make tea, brushing my teeth, & even taking a shower are unbearable. The negative impact this has on my life, personal & professional makes me shudder at times.
What keeps me going & pushes me the amazing support system i have in my mom,sister & friends. I am blessed this i knw. and i am gratefull for Gods divine love & grace. So even thou it may sound like i am complaining, and which i suppose i am doing a tad bit! I'm glad for life's curve balls! because what doesnt break you, only makes you stronger.
